The21stcenturyyouth

Lol well…this thing is really forthcoming..like limme alone would ya?! Sha sha I couldn’t stay away..I’ve got something to talk about!!!

 Like most of us, I knew right from wrong, I knew sin and morally wrong, I prayed (when I could or felt ‘spiritual’ enough to), I had a bible ( I opened on sundays and during devotions) but I knew I was missing something, it felt like something I could fill with some tall, dark handsome dude 😉 but alas! Kolewerk ☹️ till one day it struck! I was missing a relationship with my maker.

  I have this book ‘Good morning holy spirit’ by Benny hinn and I must admit the first time I read it I was filled with envy, the way he described the Holy Spirit mehnnnnnn!!! I wanted it, I had to have it but you see I was too weak to follow up so the idea that I would have that kind of feeling seemed far away. I mean there are things I would do that praying seemed like an abomination like God would just slap my mouth if I opened it, this was the hole I dug and it kept going deeper and deeper.

   The realization hit me, God made me, he knew I would go through this stage of my life u see 1 John 1:9 says ‘if we confess our sins He is faithful and just and will forgive us of our sins’ that simple! Confess to him, I accepted that I was in a hole and all I had to do was tell him to bring me out of it. He was right there waiting for me to want him ( He is a gentleman like that ❤️) and when I did he gave this peace like “Don’t worry Hun, it’s all forgotten” welllll the praying part I had to have help so I sought the man that had the record of his sins on display for us all although he was named ‘a man after God’s heart’ I mean he had to have asked for forgiveness somewhere right?! So psalm 51 came into play. The manuscript for forgiveness. Amazing chapter I tell u…and it just went on from there. It’s been beautiful ever since..not easy but beautiful.

  Praying became part of me, the beauty is I don’t have to pray long and loud (even though sometimes u just got to) I could just mutter a word of prayer and He hears me, the Holy Spirit comes to live inside of us and so when someone is that close u don’t gotta shout do ya? Inspirations have been flowing in and some of the wonderful things I read about in that book have been happening to me.

 In a world where sin is seen as ‘normal’ and being born again is not so normal. I dare you be abnormal…I mean who likes normal anyway? Normal women seldom make history right? Why not join the Holy Spirit and make amazing history? Why let issues like hypocrisy in church keep you from having the most important relationship you could ever have in your life? I dare you! Analyze your life and ask yourself am I where I want to be? Is my life right with God? If the answer is no..then my friend u know what to do. Be different and have the holy spirit on the inside and people will begin to see the glory of God on the outside. 

 I Love you. Muah ❤️